好郁闷

最近的心情不知怎么了，总是提不起劲儿，好郁闷。最近的天气是不是反映着我的心情呀？别傻了! 最近天气转凉了，别着凉了知道吗？




为什么那么郁闷？
其实可能因为考试不够好，虽然就得自己已经付出了努力但还是却达不到心里所期望的。眼看别人在前一天才拿出书读，可是成绩却很好。唉…… 自己读书的方法用错了，怨不了别人，只怪自己头脑不够灵光咯。

最近皮肤变得好差，我好想念以前的皮肤 =( 所以最近都很少放相片上来咯。
还有，还有，我会比较少上来这里了。想念我的话，到instagram 来关注我吧！

我讲话很无聊吼-__________________-

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super finally , all the Tarcian got their result . How's yours ? How's mine ? all i can says is my result is better than last semester , although there are few subjects that i'm not satisfy with it but at least i had tried my best =)

okay ! what's the new plan for Sem 3 ?
hmmm, not really have any idea yet but got 2 things i'm pretty sure are study more harder and enjoy the moment with buddies !

the clock keep moving and moving and yet i don't start my new life yet .  i just hope everything goes well and nicer than last time .

all is about happy right ?! happy , happier , happiest ! 

对不起，我有我自己的想法，只是我不懂得表达。

我很想写一篇充满快乐和幸福的文章。

可是，对我来说有点难。

应该只是我的问题，总是喜欢将难过的事情放大，快乐的事只是记在心里，

还是悲观主义？

原来我也是其中一个。

从小，那个人说每个人是张白纸 ，而你自己是那位画家，

要让那张白纸充满色彩还是留下污点全由自己去发挥，

但倘若不小心犯下了错误，那个污点永远都抹不掉。

那个人对我说，你这张白纸已经留下了污点，自己走上了歪路还不知道。

说真的，

我真的很介意。

我承认我很好玩，但我自己有分寸，什么时候该读书，什么时候该玩乐，

我分得很清楚。上一个学期，我是怎么熬过来，你知道吗？

你不知道，你看到的只是我爱玩，谈恋爱。

我很想知道，不遵从父母说的话，就是坏孩子吗？

不知从哪一天起，我开始害怕回家，

现在，似乎更严重了；开始会颤抖，抗拒。

你知道吗？我很羡慕别人家 

这一切你知道吗？

对不起，我有我自己的想法，只是我不懂得表达。

简单，原来很难。

新年，快乐？

终于，

肯上来更新了。

这次所写的不是一件值得令人开心的事，

而是，我人生中的遗憾。

试过很多次早晨抱着一种很愉快的心情醒来，

希望今天会很美好，但往往总让我失望。

我想，还是抱着一种平常心醒来会比较好，或许我不会太难过、太开心。

人生这门学问其实并不难，

只是，要学会放得开，看得开。

执着，

只会让你痛苦。

今年的新年会快乐吗？

但愿如此。

新年快乐。

Hi ! I'm back !
last three weeks was my birthday and really thanks for my classmate , housemate , the gang and ji muis ! love you guys so so much ! <3


The first day [ Monday ]
celebrated with the gang , they wanted to give me a surprise but ... failed ! LOL , but really thanks a lot lah poh ting ( my dearest ) .

the second day ,with the classmate . 

thanks for the cake =D

with poh ting & sam . why only three of us? cause we  were wearing the same color ! haha

the third day were celebrated with my housemate . At my hostel 

with the housemate & poh yi's classmate. thank you so so much ! and i really surprised!

the fourth day , with the ji muis . at Daorae . we really have a long time didn't meet up ! that night we just had a simple dinner and chit chat around =D

poh ting & esther 

the three girls and yun 

what are we doing ?

the present from yun , what is that ? ? secret ! 

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hmm..

i would like to talk something to someone . She is Poh Ting.( my housemate , roommate, classmate ) 

zha boh, really thank you so much .and i really appreciate what you had plan and did for me ,  i love the present so much ! <3 and really thanks for accompanied me ate so much pieces of cakes . 

lastly, where is the present from him ? 

ta 

daa !

actually I thought he must be forget to buy present for me . cause one day,he asked me : 'would you angry if you don't get your present on your birthday?' . I said , ' yes, i'm so sure I WILL BEH SYOK YOU ! AND ANGRY YOU ! '

...

he : ' laugh ' ! -_______________- 

lastly , thanks for esther 

and 

justin 

i love them ! <3

tata! xoxoxo!

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第一道问题，有没有想我？

第二道问题，有没有定时浏览这里？（应该没有，因为我自己并没有每天看看这里，呵）

我觉得我自己是个安静的人，可是我问朋友他们的意见他们说没有窝……（明明就是，还要假假）怎么自己自言自语？你习惯就好哦

最近很想写一个人，就是Lim Poh Ting ! 认识我的朋友都知道她是谁。除了去拍拖和洗澡，还有周末各自回家，我和她几乎每天都黏在一起，一睁开眼睛看见的第一个人就是她 ，感觉她越来越像是我的家人，一天没有听到她吵我，还有用那讨人厌的语气叫我起床（我知道我很喜欢赖床，可是你可不可以温柔一点？不然起床气会找上门啦），她按电话的样子，我真的很不习惯，还有星期五回家，星期日一定会想她鸟，yerrrrr，为什么？ annoying poh ting ! im so geram you ! oh ya, you said you wanna speak english with me but how come speak hokkien again? 

with the love one & jhee cheng 

The final exam is coming so soon but I haven't study yet , wo yao cry liao ! ( this is what i learned from my my tallest classmate ,samuel ooi . we're speaking broken english but he is broken chinese ,WTH) 

everyday i try to comfort myself , don worry lah, easy job only you can make it !now i feel its so useless =.=

good luck to you and also myself <3 

Linda 廖語晴 愛喔愛 官方舞蹈設計 by Terry Lin

I want to learn ! who can teach me =/